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孩子

突然不想要孩子。生为中国人已是不幸，何必再要带来一个新的生命而且注定也是不幸的呢？也许你会说孩子自会有孩子的想法，他未必觉得不幸，可是就好比我们要把一只鸡杀了煮食，我们非鸡，焉知其不幸耶，但是作为人，我觉得这对于它是不幸的，所以我们才有了宗教，所谓己所不欲，勿施于人。如果我们可以用别的方式果腹，是否也可以放过那只鸡一码，至少这也是一种慈悲。

网络是好的，带给我我们许多没有网络就不能看到的事实。
网络是坏的，让我无端端忍受着将死之前的清醒。
其实网络不好也不坏，恶的是令人无奈的现实。

突然看见
我的家就在二环路的里边.这里的人们有着那么多的时间.他们正在说着谁家的三长两短.他们正在看着你掏出什么牌子的烟.饭馆里面辛勤的是外地的 老乡们.他们的脸色象我一样.单车踏着落叶看着夕阳不见.银锭桥再也望不清远处那西山.水中的荷花它的叶子已残.倒影中的月亮在和路灯谈判.说着明儿早晨 是谁生火做饭.说着明儿早晨是吃油条饼干.钟鼓楼吸着那尘烟任你们画着他的脸.你的声音我听不见现在是太吵太乱.你已经看了这么长的时间你怎么还不发言. 是谁出的题这么的难到处全都是正确答案.
我的家就在二环路的里面.我的家就在钟鼓楼的这边.我的家就在这个大院的里边.我的家就在这个地球的上边

原来这世上早就有那么多惊醒的人群，早就有那么多绝望的眼睛，我不知道该如何是好，
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